Croak

Well, I gave a talk last Sunday, people liked it and said that I did a good job. Someone even offered me their daughter because of it (long, awkward, funny story, all of it true.)

Truth be told, talking in public is something that scares the absolute crap out of me. And to prove it, here, for your memory's pleasure is the talk that I had prepared. And if your weren't there, I'm putting it on display so you can see it. This is what I had prepared and what I took to the podium:


I was given a difficult topic. One of which I truly was at a loss at how to put together. There was a lot of prayer and wrestling with the Holy Ghost. As a result, I came to tackle this the same way I do everything else in life; head first and without an idea of how it’s going to turn out. So here goes.

 I hope I’m not breaking new ground when I say this, but, sooner or later, we’re all going to die. I know! Yes, it’s incredible, even I, will kick the bucket too. I can’t believe it either. There will be a time when we must put down this mortal body and do our part to help the flower business. But what is it about death that has us talking about it in hushed voices? Personally, I narrowed it down to two things:

1.                   I haven’t done it before.
2.                   I’m scared of things I haven’t done before.

But then, there are two things that give me hope. One is that our spirits are eternal. By definition, if something is eternal, then it cannot have a beginning or end. Going to the Mormon string theory, if I have a piece of rope stretching from eternity to eternity, and life is represented by a string somewhere along that line, then death is truly only a small part. Yes, it can be sad when it happens to someone we know, but I have found incredible peace and even joy from those experiences.

I’ll start off by referring to D&C 42:45-46.
“Thou shalt live‍ together in love, insomuch that thou shalt weep‍ for the loss of them that die….And… those that die in me shall not taste‍ of death, for it shall be sweet‍ unto them;”

What a wonderful promise! If we live in the manner that is pleasing unto God, then he promises us that death will not be something that we will not be afraid of.

So, what about after we buy the farm? What then? I offer these words from President Hinckley.

“Of all the victories in human history, none is so great, none so universal in its effect, none so everlasting in its consequences as the victory of the crucified Lord who came forth in the Resurrection that first Easter morning.
We laud the captains and the kings, we praise the nations that are victorious against oppressors. We appropriately build monuments to remember their sacrifices and their triumphs over the forces of oppression. But great and important as are these achievements, none can compare with the victory of the lonely, pain-racked figure on Calvary’s cross who triumphed over death and brought the gift of eternal life to all mankind.
He it was who answered Job’s desperate question, “If a man die, shall he live again?”

I offer my testimony that our Savior lived and then died on the cross for us. I offer my testimony that he did break the bonds of death and He himself, resurrected and lives in eternal glory today. I testify that which he did he offers to us. I have family members waiting on the other side of the veil who wait for me.

This brings me to the second thing that brings me hope. We can live with our Heavenly Father again. If we live according to His gospel, we can live with Him. Ever growing, ever learning. I believe that the life after this one will be even more exciting than the one we have here, without the things that weigh us down in this life. To have immortality is a guarantee that we have thanks to our Lord Jesus Christ. To have eternal life is what we have to work at while we’re here. And we’re promised that if we follow Him, we’ll receive His greatest gift, eternal life. But all this is when we go and bite the dust. So don’t go rushing things.

As it is, there is still a lot of life to live! Sure, there’s a lot of things wrong in the world, but when hasn’t there been? Find someone who’s lived long enough and they’ll tell you first-hand experiences of when it’s been worse or that it’s happened before. We are here to live and learn.

And learn we do. During the course of this incredible experience that is life, we have or will stumble in a way that we cannot overcome. Again, this is where the tender mercies of our Savior reach for us. I know that the Atonement is for us and is to be used for us. One of the greatest moments of human history was when Jesus drank of the bitter cup. He did it out of love, knowing that all of us have fallen short. I invite any that need it to repent. It may or may not have to involve talking to the Bishopric, but they are there as you need them to help you along. They love you, I have seen their love expressed towards this ward and its members during my time that I have served with them.

Speaking of the Bishopric and love, I will say this in passing. We’re supposed to get married sooner or later. Preferably sooner.

But, if marriage isn’t on the horizon, there are many other aspects of life that don’t involve it. This is a magnificent world where opportunities abound and experiences are to be had. If you’re in school, be the best you can be at it. If you already have a career, keep expanding yourself. There are people that you’ll meet, places that you’ll go to. There are good moments, bad ones. Up, down! This life, to me, is exciting. But, it can feel overwhelming at times.

This is where the gospel comes in.

-Helps us setup priorities.

-Example of Lili.
–                    student father. 5 kids and time consuming callings.
–                    I respect look up to them for what they have done. Have a successfully family.
They live the personification of stress and yet, they make it seem easy.

Life is hard, it's meant  to be that way.

This is the time we have to use to prepare to meet God. And he does this so we can learn.
This is meant to be a time of joy.

These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world.

If you read it, and were there, you'd notice that there are some things in there that I didn't say. Most noticeably the quote at the end. I decided quite literally at the last second against the ladies line because it just didn't feel right. And the "be of good cheer" scripture? I simply freaked out and forgot to say it.

Also, you'd notice that at the end, I stopped writing the whole thing. This is where I ran out of gas. I had some ideas, but nothing that I could flesh out into a complete sentence that would still flow with the rest of my talk. I had to trust in God and hope my ad-libbing skills were up to the challenge.

So, there it is, if you think that writing a talk is hard, it is. But, I hope you can take some comfort knowing that the rest of us are just as worked up about it as you are.

Just hope you don't have to talk about death to a bunch of 20 year old's who only think about it whenever they go to a funeral.